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518 Reasons Why I Love You.
Friday, November 22, 2013 | 2:12 PM | 0 comments

  1. I love the effort you make.
  2. I love the way you keep your cool whenever I do stupid things.  
  3. I love the fact that I've met you during the craziest time of my life and you changed it all in just a mili-second.
  4. You took care of me when that one evil creature left me
  5. You're so beeeeeeaaaaautiful. (intonasi seperti mna ditulis :P)
  6. I once met your mom but I know we'd get along JUST FINE later. (maybe?)
  7. You memorized my phone number. I don't even remember it.
  8. Thank you for being stupid enough to not leave me when all I do is hurt you.
  9. I love your smile…. I seriously, seriously do.
  10. Especially when you laugh. Drop dead beauty ><
  11. I know you like it when I sweet talk. Ha! Gotcha!
  12. You wanna marry no one else, Only me.
  13. Because you're never mad at me.
  14. You're sweet
  15. We're sweet
  16. The way you lose control when you start singing. 
  17. You're cuddlesome.
  18. You make me worry.
  19. LIKE ALL THE TIMEEEE
  20. You make me jealous. ...
  21. Because you never gave up.
  22. You're the first and last person I think about.
  23. Your eyes are enough to make me melt.
  24. How you listen to me talk nonsense for hours.
  25. I seriously still don't see why you loved me.
  26. Bcs you know Im not the most handsome guy ever 
  27. But you still choose me
  28. Thank you for waking up 12 or 3 in the morning just to talk to me. I'm so sorry.
  29. For making me smile.
  30. I love how you'd call me just to say you love me.
  31. We played stupid games.
  32. You play FIFA w me rather than playing your fav games on xBox
  33. I like how a hug from me would drown your frustration from a bad grade.
  34. I'm sorry I have corny jokes.
  35. I know I'm annoying but I never heard you say it even though I'm most annoying to you. xD
  36. Love the way you say, "Awakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk". (sgt mengada)
  37. How you correct my spellings.
  38. How you correct my english. 
  39. The way you correct ma pronunciation 
  40. How you always finish my sentences.
  41. The way you sing….. Hm, can't even describe how much it makes my heart beat a hundred times faster.
  42. I can't go on a day I mean an hour without talking to you. I'll be dead any minute 
  43. You may not be my first and but I promise you're the last. (TRUST ME THIS TIME. IM NOT A PROMISE BREAKER)
  44. It's always nice to wake up in the morning knowing I'll get to talk to you.
  45. But even nicer if I get to wake up next to you every morning. 
  46. How you'd give me hugs whenever I would ask for one.
  47. How you look hanging when I tease to kiss you and do 'that' stuff halfway
  48. Then you'll be mad at me 
  49. And you start to abuse me
  50. YOU'RE MA SUGAR GLIDDER YG GATAL <3
  51. You're too good for me.
  52. How I'm your favorite.
  53. Wait for me till the day I get to marry you.
  54. How you're able to get me to open up.
  55. How you're able to make me write all this.
  56. I can be myself around you.
  57. Because I think you're funny. XD
  58. You get mad at me when I'd make fun of you.
  59. You care about what I feel.
  60. You worry about me
  61. You'd wait for me.
  62. I love how I'm actually scared of you. Is that weird? Nevermind, it's hard to explain.
  63. Nothing else matters when I'm with you.
  64. You don't look for attention.
  65. But you're seeking for mine :P
  66. You're mature.
  67. TOO MATURE
  68. You're funny in your own little way.
  69. You're a good influence in me.
  70. We're perfect together.
  71. How you'd actually call just to ask how I am after a big night. Really sweet.
  72. You're the only good thing I have.
  73. When I met you, I hardly ever remember what sad feels like.
  74. You're my best friend 
  75. You're my happiness
  76. I owe everything to you.
  77. You excite me.
  78. When I see you, *nosebleed*
  79. When i see you, i become too too tooo happy. x)
  80. Because you let me watch you sleep.
  81. Because you let me watch you on cam.
  82. Because you let me see YOU (if you get what I mean)
  83. Because you sing for me.
  84. Because you're brave enough to tell me that what I do is stupid.
  85. The way you mad at me when I talked about death thingy.
  86. You're amazing.
  87. I can't imagine my life without you.
  88. I can stay forever in love with you.
  89. I will not regret anything I had with you.
  90. I can tell you anything.
  91. You're not too boring :P
  92. You're fun to be with
  93. You're more than just a pretty face.
  94. I can fight against the world just to be with you.
  95. You've given meaning to my existence.
  96. You're honest.
  97. You're beautiful.
  98. You trust me.
  99. I trust you.
  100. You spoil me too much.
  101. Miracle… you're a miracle.
  102. Because I am truly by far the luckiest person in the world.
  103. Your innocence.
  104. You're willing to be mine.
  105. You let me be yours.
  106. How you felt jealous to others.
  107. Your compassion for others.
  108. You complete me.
  109. I understand you completely.
  110. Your voice is like candy to my ear.
  111. I mean drugsssssssssss
  112. You make 5 seconds so meaningful.
  113. There is nothing in my life I'd like to change anymore.
  114. You make me laugh sincerely
  115. You know what's important.
  116. You make my dreams come true.
  117. You make me feel…. Different.
  118. You're positive. But org yg buat awak jd negative thinker xD
  119. I appreciate you more than you'll ever know. But hm.............. 
  120. I love you because you love me for who I am.
  121. Awak selalu puji org even Im at worst time tu.
  122. You're very understanding.
  123. You're a hard-worker.
  124. Because when I'm sad, you'll try to make me feel better
  125. You actually would like to know my story.
  126. You change yourself for me.
  127. You wake up early
  128. You're soft-hearted now
  129. I know you're proud of me.
  130. I find it extremely adorable when you're trying to express yourself knowing it's hard for you.
  131. I just can't seem to stop thinking about you.
  132. I know you miss every single seconds of your life.
  133. I do too.
  134. I just can't stay mad at you for too long.
  135. If I ever hurt you again, you'll never know how sorry I will be.
  136. You've inspired me.
  137. The way you dance its just too cute ><
  138. Hundreds of good people out there are chasing after you but you chose to be with me instead.
  139. You're very attractive.
  140. I stare at your photos a lot. Muahahahaha!
  141. I like your hair. I think it cute
  142. You look so cute with that 18 shirt
  143. You look beautiful when you're free hair
  144. I love you best with your hair is messy. It's when you're most beautiful.
  145. Because you act smaller than I am.
  146. Your addiction towards sock bunny
  147. You make me feel crazy for you.
  148. You make me behave.
  149. When you're clueless abt what im saying/singing xD
  150. When you say, "boy" it melts my heart forever
  151. I like it that you don't quite realize how stupid I am.
  152. When you make funny faces.
  153. When you do that puppy eyes. And bibir kebawah :P
  154. When you think you're fat when you're not.
  155. And yes, when you say, "No;"
  156. To me, you're perfect.
  157. You're the kind of girl I'm actually looking for; I just don't know how to describe.
  158. You gave me second chance.
  159. A third.
  160. And hopefully, a fourth.
  161. I can't wait to see you again.
  162. I always wanted to keep you warm when you're cold.
  163. You listen to your mom.
  164. Your sense of style.
  165. I could never get tired of looking at you.
  166. Watching you is very entertaining than watching Tv ><
  167. You're the kindest person ever.
  168. I fall in love every seconds you laid on ma chest
  169. You're mysterious.
  170. You always doubted me
  171. You know that I'm a flirter
  172. But you stick w me no matter how hard the situation is.
  173. No matter how jealous you are w the girls.
  174. With you, love is not a competition.
  175. Never met anyone like you.
  176. I would love to watch you success one day.
  177. I can't imagine you ever being mean.
  178. I cnt imagine if one say you left me
  179. Cause I know you wouldn't
  180. "She wont leave me"
  181. I can put up with you.
  182. No matter how cold I get to you, you're still able to stick by my side.
  183. You're wonderful.
  184. Love how you felt nervous.
  185. How you eat
  186. How you eat a lot but never get fat.
  187. How you take care of yourself.
  188. How you take care of me too
  189. Your morning voice sounds cute.
  190. YOUR DRAWING MAKES ME MELT
  191. You're busy but still have time for me, even just for a while.
  192. Sorry if I force you on Skype at times.
  193. I'm sorry I'm lazy enough to get care for myself.
  194. You love me for me.
  195. How I never had to use any of my "awesome" pick up lines to catch your attention. Hahahahaha
  196. You actually believe in relationships after you met me.
  197. I'll stick with you.
  198. I'll promise that
  199. Sorry if I push you about things sometimes.
  200. Sorry if I've been immature.
  201. Sorry about my lame excuses.
  202. Sorry if I lied to you.
  203. Sorry kalau awak terpaksa mengalah
  204. Sorry kalau awal terpaksa ikut kehendak org.
  205. Ok enough w that sorry
  206. Your soft low voice.
  207. You love to eat
  208. You love games
  209. Your fav food is lagsana
  210. Ok its actually LASAGNA
  211. I cant spell things correctly Im sorry
  212. You're not cheap
  213. You're expensive
  214. I mean PRICELESS
  215. I know you love my smile
  216. No matter how I keep saying things over and over again, I know you'll understand because you know I'm trying.
  217. You know my password.
  218. You know I can't stay mad at you although you hurt me a little bit.
  219. You inspire me to study hard.
  220. One day, I'll get you a nice sock bunny :D
  221. You know so much about me.
  222. You make me go nervous
  223. I know you think this is cheesy.
  224. I know I'm stupid for doing this.
  225. I know you really love my hair
  226. Sorry if I've asked you to change your shirts you're wearing.
  227. Because its too SEXYYY
  228. Im afraid other guys might disturb you
  229. And Im not there to defend you -.-
  230. Sorry if I've said your shirt is cute
  231. I think they really are.
  232. Please, don't ever try to get your mom to talk to me ever again. I get nervous.
  233. You get me all love sick.
  234. I learned to appreciate life more.
  235. You're independent.
  236. I almost died when you didn't text me
  237. Our memories, that "picture" is my phone wallpaper.
  238. It's nice you like the cartoon I drew. LOL!
  239. I'll miss you when schools holidays.
  240. I dont know what else to say.
  241. I know you don't get all romantic with me because I'm nervous.
  242. But we're the sweetest couple ever!!
  243. Remember that Monday? 
  244. We're just like married couples
  245. Monday couples :3 Gary <3 Ji Hyo
  246. If we don't end up together, you know I wish you all the best.
  247. I know you'll still like me that time :P
  248. Queen of jealousy is your other names :P
  249. Kuat merajuk
  250. Every time you're jealous, you'll sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.............................................................. GO DIE
  251. I like that ><
  252. Remember when I called and I sang some songs while crying? I cherish that moment <3
  253. And when I force you to sing my fav song, Im sorry
  254. I like your seriousness.
  255. I can't wait to hug you.
  256. You're the only thing I need.
  257. You never judged me.
  258. Stop being so cute. It melts me
  259. Someone called me fool for doing this… but I don't care. It's going to be worth it.
  260. You call me dimbo
  261. You call me Le Sayssssssssssssssss, Galy Galy Oppa, Wolfie, Fate
  262. You dont mind if org Epic failed yet you laugh smpai tak ingat dunia =="
  263. You;re shy when I kissed you
  264. I hate Syai. #Eh?
  265. I wanna be your husky ><
  266. You're loser :P
  267. You're my world.
  268. You loves 18.
  269. So do I
  270. You're my entertainment.
  271. I actually do not flirt.
  272. You actually think its funny bila org habis battery. I dono why xD 
  273. You make everything easy and hard for me at the same time.
  274. Challenging.
  275. I'm sorry I ask too much questions sometimes.
  276. I love it when we're playing with each others like a real siblings.
  277. You're dependable.
  278. You taught me the meaning of love.
  279. "Lonely" will never ever come back to me.
  280. You're trustworthy.
  281.  I want to be the one to make all your friends jealous.
  282. I just did? MUAHAHAHAHA
  283. I adore you.
  284. "You pick all the pieces up when I was a broken soul." 
  285. You don't care if I'm nasty.
  286. You like to stay wake at late nights and talk nasty things with me. 
  287. I actually don't care if you diss me around people.
  288. It's my fault, I'm just simply embarrassing.
  289. Kita buat orang lain rasa annoying dgn kita.
  290. I want to be the first person you'd call when you're sad.
  291. You appreciate life.
  292. You have beautiful eyes.
  293. I love you eye smile
  294. Especially bila mata awak bengkak
  295. I like playing with your ears.
  296. You listen to me?...
  297. My purpose in life is to actually love you and only you.
  298. You think I'm handsome+cute.
  299. I'm creative with you.
  300. I'm able to do things I've never been able to.
  301. I know you get jealous sometimes.
  302. Its hard for me to dream of you but when I do, I really loveeeeeeee that dream
  303. My future life with you is unimaginable.
  304. We'll be the sweetest married couple on earth.
  305. We will have three kids ><
  306. You're weird when you're sick.
  307. You seem to get more and more beautiful as days goes by.
  308. You love to smile
  309. I get butterflies in my stomach.
  310. You make me wonder.
  311. Sorry if I'm not that tough.
  312. You're cute when you're tired. Hah!
  313. Bila kita skype, then awak mengantuk,,,,,,, tp degil taknak end call. Nasib tak jatuh phone.
  314. Then when I start talkinggggg and you start sleepingggggggggg,,,,,, I think its cute ><
  315. Love your way with words. Walaupun suka ulang2 ayat sama ><
  316. The way you look when you sleep.
  317. The way you treat my friends.
  318. That moment bila awak fedup <3
  319. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
  320. Love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
  321. You take care of "us".
  322. You're clingy yet so cute
  323. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet things in my ear.
  324. I don't care if you think my jokes are too sensual.
  325. You did silly things that I consider as cuteness overload
  326. You're my best friend.
  327. I love your hands.
  328. You'll be seronok gila bangang bila I kiss you through the phone.
  329. I'd still love you even if you don't.
  330. Your ability to talk things through.
  331. Your greatness.
  332. Your surprises.
  333. For waiting for me to get back on when I get disconnected.
  334. The way we make up after a fight.
  335. Mcm dkt kem
  336. I think about you every morning.
  337. You're the one.
  338. You changed me from being a "panas baran"
  339. You never failed.
  340. But I did.
  341. Love when you say, "rindu sangat sangat sangat"
  342. You're my honey bunny sugar baby.
  343. Your sensitivity.
  344. And emotional gila ><
  345. You let me spoil you.
  346. And you actually spoiled me like I'm your baby boy
  347. You complete my thoughts.
  348. You let me distract you when you're doing homework/not in the mood/sick.
  349. I'm really sorry about that.
  350. I love the way we talk all night.
  351. You never forget.
  352. You're a promise keeperrrrrrrrrrr
  353. You love unconditionally.
  354. You have kind words.
  355. You always remember.
  356. Somehow you know what it takes to please me.
  357. You can read my mind.
  358. Kita sehati sejiwa
  359. You're not fat. Hahahahaha.
  360. You never fail to make me smile
  361. I smiled when I saw you
  362. You're a lot more beautiful than the angel I've imagined.
  363. I love you because you never say lies.
  364. I love you more than yesterday.
  365. I want to be your meow. Haha.
  366. You have respect for yourself.
  367. You're my better half.
  368. You can be affectionate.
  369. I know you tried to open up for me.
  370. Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat
  371. How you love me like no other.
  372. Because you've forgiven me.
  373. You tried to get home early just for me.
  374. You fight for some things just for me.
  375. The way you make me feel when I think I'm nothing.
  376. The way you smile after I tell you I love you.
  377. The way you smile after I wink you <3
  378. You've never put me down.
  379. How I can never hate you.
  380. You've got expectations for me.
  381. You and I are a good team. Hahah. Wait, I'm not sure about this.
  382. But yeah we make a good team ^^ Kelat
  383. Yes we fought. A lot. 
  384. But I CANT LIVE A DAY W/O MAKING YOU CRY. I JUST CANT
  385. I need to tease you ebelidayyyyyy. Yes ebeli singel deiiii
  386. You're my motivation. I mean look at me. I got a few A's for my final? HAHAHAHA
  387. You compliment me. 
  388. EVERY SINGLE TIME WE SKYPE.
  389. LIKE EVERY TIME WE MET EACH OTHER
  390. Or whenever I asked your opinion, who's handsome-er, me or that boy, you'll say YOU but obviously that guy is hotter than me???? Lol xD
  391. You make me want to live longer. 
  392. And stay w you foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
  393. You actually enjoy spending time with me.
  394. You stand by me.
  395. You don't stay mad long.
  396. Because you can sing.
  397. Because you're a famous singer for me.
  398. Ability to make me feel good when I'm feeling bad.
  399. Because you're unexpected and yet you're exactly what I've always wanted.
  400. I'm comfortable with you.
  401. Your mushy-ness.
  402. Because whenever you're jealous and I asked this You're jealous?, you'll ask me another 'panic' ques : "YOU THINK?" BHAHAHAHAHA XD
  403. We always have a good time.
  404. You give me this funny feeling inside.
  405. You give me the reason to actually check my phone.
  406. We talk every morning.
  407. And night.
  408. I mean every second?
  409. I love how different we are from each other.
  410. The way you say my name.
  411. It's adorable when you roll your eyes when I say something stupid.
  412. The way you tell me that you always want to be with me.
  413. The memories we share.
  414. You make time count.
  415. You are effortlessly beautiful.
  416. You actually try to be a good chef for me.
  417. Because you're a 'chef'
  418. You add colors to my life.
  419. You support my decisions.
  420. Your facial expressions.
  421. Your puppy eyes look.
  422. You're ambitious.
  423. Our mutual decisions.
  424. Because we can tell each other anything.
  425. I love your feet.
  426. Because you're a push-over. Hahaha!
  427. You're squishable
  428. Because you tried to change me.
  429. The feeling of being your one and only.
  430. I love how it's easy for me to name things I love about you.
  431. You look good in whatever you're wearing.
  432. Because you beautiful as you are. And that's perfect for me.
  433. You encourage me.
  434. Because you're the best in my life.
  435. Because you're the only person I tolerated into changing me.
  436. Because you love my Mailo
  437. You make me so hard to think the moment you called me "Abang".
  438. You solved my problems.
  439. You're my air.
  440. You let me kiss you even when you're crying
  441. Because you cried for me.
  442. You hate make-up
  443. Because you look even beautiful without make-up.
  444. I love you more than my hair.
  445. I love you more than my phone.
  446. I love you more than my cat.
  447. I'd change my lifestyle for you.
  448. Because I'm always hopeful.
  449. You know I call purr Puri Puri x3
  450. I love how you make me yearn for your smile every time I wake up.
  451. Because I don't give a damn about what they say.
  452. I love how you drive me crazy, making me crave for your voice whenever you don't talk when i called you. 
  453. I love how I wake up in the middle of the night just to think about you.
  454. I love your silly comments.
  455. It's sorta funny+cute when you're scared.
  456. Then you'll end up the call.
  457. That's why I love to tease you. 
  458. I love how I couldn't sleep at night because my reality finally got better than my dreams when I met you. I miss you now
  459. I love how I can brag about knowing someone as beautiful as you were mine
  460. I love talking about you.
  461. Because you're calm.
  462. I love how I wake up in the morning, wishing you'd be lying next to me.
  463. Loving you is not a waste of time
  464. I love it when it rains and I wish you were here sitting with me.
  465. Awak selalu utamakan org.
  466. I love the way we talk about serious things.
  467. I love how I always seem to see your face wherever I turn.
  468. You keep me standing.
  469. I love how just the very thought of you stops me from doing something stupid.
  470. I love it when just thinking of you would get me to do things I never thought I could.
  471. I love how you tell me what to do. 
  472. You;re ma wifey
  473. Because you give me attention.
  474. I love how you keep my feet firmly on the ground.
  475. Because you whine a lot about your problems. Nasib baik kiut mengadu dkt semua org xD
  476. Because you're strong.
  477. But not really that strong but, stronger than a baby but ok lah you can still stick w me ><
  478. I love how you give me the assurance that no matter what happens someone will always love me for who I really am.
  479. I love how you tell me what's wrong with me but never hate me for it.
  480. Your love for life.
  481. Your interests.
  482. Because you take my breath away.
  483. Because you're still there even when we were separated.
  484. I love the way you are.
  485. I could die happy right now.
  486. I actually wait hours for you knowing I'd only get to talk to you for 30 minutes.
  487. I read our conversations over and over again.
  488. The reason I talk so much is because I'm actually shy. (This does not make sense.) I meant, I'm sorry I talk too much at times, I do that when I'm nervous and when i'm being ignore by you.
  489. Every day, I still hope you'll get back with me when we break up.
  490. When you get all shy.
  491. Because you make me shy even more.
  492. Love when I see your name on the screen.
  493. On my phone.
  494. Your voice half asleep.
  495. How I can't understand a thing you say when you're half asleep.
  496. How you put smiley faces.
  497. How you think my smiley faces are cute.
  498. How you put the rare smiley on my contact number.
  499. I love how your smile's enough to make me forget about a rough day.
  500. I love the idea of you.
  501. The moment I heard your voice for the first time.
  502. After all this time, you still make me nervous.
  503. You actually fangirling over me.
  504. Love it when you yawn.
  505. The way you say you'll be right back but you never do. Hahah. I don't know if that's something to love but just thinking of it makes me smile.
  506. That you don't care how much of a big kid I am.
  507. Your loyalty.
  508. I could say, "I miss you" every day.
  509. I'd still love you if you become obese. I'm serious.
  510. You always say what I need to hear.
  511. Your nice skin?
  512. You manage to look so hot with your messy hair.
  513. I love how you make me lose my appetite even when my favourite food is in front of me.
  514. I love our half picture.
  515. Because you steal ma pictures.
  516. Because we have funny pictures.
  517. I'm not scared anymore.
  518. You've helped me prove to my friends that I can change.
  519. Eh mcm dah lebih je?
  520. Takpe I sayang you lebih
  521. Because I know you like it when I say, "I love you."
  522. You turn me on without doing a thing.
  523. How you'd wish you can talk to me all night long.
  524. I don't care if you don't get my jokes...
  525. How I look at celebrity's photos and no matter how good they are, they'd never look good as you.
  526. I could spend hours watching, The hot artist and not feel a thing and watch you for hours and just die….. Oh my goodness!
  527. I love the feeling that I get whenever I see kids and daydream about having a family with you.
  528. Then we'll berangan2 ada happy familyyyyyy
  529. I CANT WAIT TO MAKE BABIES W YOU
  530. Because you'll beg me for forgiveness until i make you cry. And at last, i'm the one hugging you instead. And I'm the one who comfort you. (smiles)
  531. You changed me for the best. You changed me real good. Thank you.
  532. I love you more than anything
  533. Because you know who you are
  534. BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO LOVES YOU W ALL MA HEART

xoxo Dimbo
Surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 18, 2013 | 3:48 AM | 0 comments

My Present to you For Our Anniversary


Hey there boyfriend <3 It's 0325 a.m and I haven't sleep yet. I've just finished what I started ^^ Mannnnn believe it me needs a lot of patience and huhhhh doing that thing is tiring. I was sleepy but I need to finish this thing up cause I wanna take a picture and show it to you what I made for you ^^ Wanna see it? Wanna see it? Hahahahahha wait fot it ............. (drum role)

Taaaa-daaaaahhhhhhhh! Yes it's a dream catcher ^^ I bought the stuff I need at Berjaya Time Square. And then I made it myself ^^ Sorry if it's not that appealing to you :/ This is all I can give for you on our anniversary cause you know I'm currently saving money to pay you back. Remember that I said I was scolded by abah? Well it's all because of this. I wanted to go BTS cause I know I can find a dream catcher for you there. Well I did found it but it's DIY dream catcher. So I just bought the stuff I need and made it myself ^^ Handmade by none other than me :)

I'm sorry I had to lie to you that I didn't bought the dream catcher for you :( I had to because I wanted to make a surprise for you. So ermm. SURPRISEEEEE!!!!!!! Yeah, I was willing to get myself hurt by your words but those are the sacrifices I made to surprise you ^^ It was hurting when you said that you want ..... to buy a dream catcher for you. When you said that I never spend money on you. You know when you say all that, the stuff to make the dream catcher was in my bag and honestly I feel like I wanted to throw it away. I wanted to tell you that I did bought a dream catcher for you cause the hurting just went overboard ^~^ But nevermind. I bear with the pain just to make this. Soo ermmm hope you like it ^^ Just don't ask how much it is hahahahaha you can never know. And sorry again if you don't like it.

Anyways, happy 8 month anniversary honey ^^ Here is my present for you. A dream catcher :) 

-xoxo, yours faithfully girlfriend-




Every Pic Has it Story :)
| 3:10 AM | 0 comments
This pic started everything. Without this, we won't be like who we are now. It got something to do with number 8 too ^^ The first ever moment where our crushes toward each other increasing rapidly. The jersey. Number 8 x3 Because of the jersey? Or the lucky number? Fate. Hahah XD

And then this. The first time we went on a trip together <3 Considered it as an official first date aight? XDA nice trip to Penang together :) It was great and ofc our bond had increased since this <3

And this was ......... ermmmmmm when was this again? Okay forgotten haha okay don't be mad >< what I remember was this was when we din't came to school. You've come to my house to spend some 'quality' time with me. Awwwwwwhhhhh that's shi sweet of my boyfie <3


Well this I remembered CLEARLY. It was the day after you just get back from kem staf sarjan. You didn't go to school thr next day and so was I. Well I played a few tricks to make mummy let me ditch school that day. Then you came to my house. Everytime when we're alone I just love the atmosphere. We were like a married couple. You don't know how happy I am that time. Oh gawddd I was like, I wanna marry you asap >< Oh and when you have to go, I cried lololol well it's too saddening to watch you go :(

And this was when we 'kononya' how we celebrate independence day :) Penat ikut awak cari seluar >< sekali jumoa.haaaa byk terus beli. Please kurangkan perbelanjaan dah tau okay deary? :)

And finally to this. Our latest date :) Blue was our colour. I remember that I've got rejected THREE TIMES by you just to HOLD YOUR HAND >< And I have to make the first move (what?) Hahahaha cam whoring all the way. Our date was always the best :) 

There you have it :) Story of our love <3

-xoxo, yours faithfully girlfriend-





Happy Anniversary!!!! xoxo ♡♡♥♥
| 12:59 AM | 0 comments

   
Boyfie xoxo <3
Dearest boyfriend.

Happy 18th! 8 month has passed since we've been together <3 I can't believe it's been this long... it honestly doesn't feel like 8 months has passed :) So, in you arriving at this post, it means you've read my tweet. Ermmm okay I know and you know it well too that I'm not the best at expressing my feelings ......and I thought by giving you letters or writing something would be the best way to show how I truly feel for you deep down.

Yes we' fought and yes ...I can be down right nasty ...I can be annoying ...I can be a burden ...but it never changes my feelings for you deep down inside. You are the most perfect boyfriend a girl would ever want and I'm lucky I got you :) You are my everything. I want you to be part of my life every step of the way. I love you so much, so much that it goes past what would could possibly mean.

I need you like every breath of air I take. I love everything about you. Your eyes, your face, your LIPS, your BODY, your HANDS your muscular arms and legs XP  Everything. Your smile is one of the most gorgeous things I've seen. It's just full of love and care <3 It brings a smile to my heart everytime every second every moment you smiled :) You've understood me and seen more in me than any other person. You've figured out things about me and the relationship that others couldn't figure out in years.

I love how calm and patient you are with me...no one else has ever given me that previlege. You make my life so much better. I haven't been this happy or satisfied wih my life in ... I can't even remember when. Our meaningful talks are something I wold cherish till the end of my life <3 Everything is so natural and easy with you. You're very caring and kind. I'm so proud to be with you. I can'y believe I even have the privilege to be with you. Believe me when I say you mean the world to me. Never forget that. You are the ONLY person I will ever want and nothing will change my mind. The only place where I feel the safest is in your arms <3. I've never felt such intense feelings for someone before. I really want this to lasy and I know that if we want it to last it will :) I won't ever let you go without a fight. I Love You <3 So Freaking Much. Forever <3
You're perfectly my everything <3

Perfect the way you are <3

One of my favourite things to do with you.
Hold hands. Your hands, strong yet gentle. I love how they gently cares me and wipe my tears...how they lift up my chin and kiss me. I love how they support me and pull me close to you <3 Holding hands with you is something that has meant a lot to me :) The best moment is when we're lying next to eac other and we hold hands :) For some strange reason I feel like I'd be lost if I let go of our hands. Forever lost. If I ever did lose you, I'd be lost.

Waking up next to you first thing in the morning would be so great right now on this fine anniversary <3
The days where we feel like we were a married couple <3

You soft touch seducing me <3
My worst fear is losing you :'(
And you're worth the wait <3
To be like this forever. A dream come true <3

-xoxo, yours faithfully girlfriend-






Monday, September 30, 2013 | 10:59 PM | 0 comments




I hate myself so much right now
I’ve lost because I’ve just been so blind and immature. I have to admit it, I love you so freaking much more than my family. I never meant for any of these things to happen. I’m so bad at making conversation. I'm so bad at love and I'm so bad at being a girlfriend. I just want to make things alright. But I know I can’t please you all the time. I’m screwed. I'm sorry.

...help

  • knife: hi
  • glass: hi
  • scissors: hi
  • bobby pin: hi
  • razorblade: hi
  • screwdriver: hi
  • me: please go away im too weak to say no anymore please


And I've been telling myself for 4 hours now


but



And I guess you don't care anymore 



Last,


-xoxo, worst girlfriend you ever had-



Sunday, September 22, 2013 | 3:59 AM | 0 comments

Hey there you! 


How's the camp? Must be one hell of a good camp ain't it? :/ I'm still sad about not going it :( So yeah I'm perfectly fine here :) (Kot? hahahaha okay not so la) and now is somewhere like 3.12 a.m and I can't sleep :( I'm freaking tired from the dinner but idk why can't I sleep!!! Could it be? Can it be? Would it be possible if the reason is you? HAHAHAHAHA XD Okay actually it's true I got excited that you're going back tomorrow so ermmm I can't wait to meet you >< You know how I MISH YOU SO FREAKING MUCH? >< CEPATLAH BALIK SINI !!!!!! So ermm me want tell you about prefect's dinner. It didn't go as planned but the form 5 said IT WAS A NIGHT TO REMEMBER and the teachers ENJOYED themselves too even if the event is quite boring :|

I have choir practice this morning at 8 a.m and dengan selambanya orang dtg lambat pukul 9 dtg kot? cikgu tak marah hehehehehehehe X) And believe me lagu Putera Puteri ada byk gila teramat sgt sungguh sekali paling nian byk sgt tukar and Alto with Sop1 and 2 doesn't harmonize AT ALL. IT WAS A COMPLETE DISASTER !!!!! I WAS LIKE " MAN AM I IN THIS CHOIR?" (okay sounded show off hahahahaaha sorry :p) BUT! there's a but. Lagu I Will Always Remember You was THE MOST beautiful song we ever sang we ourselves felt the chills. Nyanyi lagu tu je boleh menang. nyanyi lagu putera puteri pftttt disaster done over dead gone whoosh never gonna sing again. The judge will be like "ARGH THEY"RE BURNING MY EARS!" when we sing Putera Puteri and when we sing I Will Always Remember You surely the judge will be like "AHHHHHHHH SOFT MUSIC FINALLY!" So I was stressed about choir cause basically the contest is this saturday and no one realize, dorg byk sgt main. I mean if they want to sing then they should give some commitment to it I mean like PUH-LEASE THE EXAM IS LIKE SO NEAR NOW SO CAN YOU LIKE COOPERATE WITH US? (mat-salleh style gedik) so bla bla bla bli bli bli blu blu blu then balik.

I went to khookie's house to finish up some things. kitorg balut hadiah yg tak dibalut lagi, gunting this paste this and gunting that paste that sgt memenatkan. but then me and khoo (bukan nak berlagak ke apa tau) wrap a hell good of a present and we were like "AWHHHHH CANTIKNYA KITA BALUT" hahahahaha XD We went there at 4 and the decoration so far so good. Me and khoo were counting cupcakes. at first we thought we were short 5 cupcakes so I went around stressed-ly jerit "CUPCAKE TAK CUKUP" and then farah dtg and kira dye ckp cukup so me and khoo ask her how much did she order and turns out she ordered 125 -.- and we thought it was supposed tobe 130. so stress dah makin bertambah kat situ. and then bla bla bla at 6.30 like that we change our clothes and khoo sgt cantik. dah lah pakai white dress nampak mcm angel. untunglah dye nmpak mcm angel. awak mesti nampak dye mcm angel jugakkan? :/ I wore mine and hahaha I look quite a disaster. okay then majlis start and I was kelam kabut-ing to see if everything go as planned BUT NO. Everything did not go as planned and I was damn freaking mad sbb dorg tak ikut tentative yg org siapkan and I feel like SIA SIA JA AKU BUAT TENTATIVE TU PAGI2 BUTA HAMPA TAK GUNA PULAK. so i got stressed and I didn't enjoy the night much. and khoo nampak org stress and she said senyum lah and I was like :


org tak enjoy pun malam tu seriously. and I was like I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO CALM ME !!!!! kalau awak ade takdelah org stress sgt hari ni :/ stress dari pagi sampai malam. ergh -,-tiba2 stress balik bila teringat.

ermmmm so honey, I miss you :) and comeback with a good news okay? I love you, byee byeee :)






Baby Don't Cry
Friday, September 20, 2013 | 12:41 AM | 0 comments
Hey woooooorrrrrrrrllllllllldddddddddddd~

Do you miss me??????? Mesti you gais rindu aku 'bla bla bla' and SS-ing dlm blog ni kan? HAHAHAHAHA kite tahu tu *hehehe*

So here I am~~~~ Writing the 'wasiat' for my loved one :3 Since dia nak sangat tengok aku berkarya. CEEYYYYYYWWWAAAAAHHHHHH :P 


Hi awak................
Ye awak yg tgh ikat rambut tu............ xP HAHAHAHA orgkan memang pasangkan CCTV dkt bilik awak........ Jgn nak curi(berasal daripada perkataan 'curious' tp sebutan dia mcm 'KIURI') sgt mcm mana org tahu. "HEY! KAU POLIS EH? KAU POLIS EH?" ok kami dua je yg faham. HAHAHAHAHA *tetiba ja*
Ermmmmmmm sweety sweety..........................
Can you promise me something? Promise me that you won't cry bila org pergi kem 3 tahun eh 3 hari tu. Please??????? :( Cause Im not there to comfort you and make you laugh again w ma silly jokes. >< Ok? Promise................ Copy................... Stamp! ^^ Yayy!!!!!! ERMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM Baby baby, sorry sbb malam ni org agak degil sikit tak dengar cakap awak.............. Org tak pernah buat post especially utk awak so biarlah sekali ni org tahan sikit mata ni. :3 Sorrylah but harini memang org penat gila mcm org bawah ni............



And mungkin bila org tgh update benda ni tiba2 org mcm.................. 



Ok mari kita teruskan perjuangan~~~~~~~~
Awak, ingat tak apa org ckp dkt awak waktu kita otw pergi bilik seni? "Org sentiasa ada lah. Ada dalam ni. *tunjuk dkt heart awak*" Yeah its true. Org ckp ikhlas tau benda tu walaupun ianya agak poyo bg awak. Erm. jgn lah sedih sedih waktu org pergi sana. Kalau awak rindu org.........., sangat sangat sampai takleh coop dgn perasaan tu, awak try lah pegang hati awak. Mungkin org akan tahu yg awak tgh rindu org. Mungkin org dapat rasa............. HAAAAAAAAAA MANA TAHU. TETIBA BOLEH TELEPATI KE :3
Erm dah lah mengade nak text org setiap seminit. NOO tak boleh!!!!! Setiap satu jam je boleh. Biar awak pulak rasa mcm mana missing someone tu. Kira better lah daripaa waktu awak pergi BOTA tu, takleh contact org langsung -.- Erm tadi waktu awak main piano kan, walapun lagu wedding dress tu dah byk kali awak mainkan utk org and dah selalu org dgr. Org tak pernah jemu dgr. Setiap kali org dgr, and setiap kali org pandang awak sama ada awak sedar atau tidak, mahupun org tgok awak through reflection je, (TADI ACTUALLY MEMANG AH ORG TAK PANDANG AWAK TP ORG TGOK REFLECTION AWAK DKT PIANO TU SO TAK OBVIOUUS SGT LAH YG ORG USHA AWAK.......) I'll fall in love w you and only you. Rasa dia mcm first time fall in love dgn awak. >< Org tak boleh describe rasa dia mcm mana. Just that heaven gila :) 

Sayang, Im so gonna miss you so much. Mesti tak focus waktu org buat aktiviti dkt sana kan? OH TIDAKKKKKKK >< So, untuk bg awak tak miss org sgt, I left you a few pictures of mine. Baru tangkap tadi. I hope it would make you laugh bila org takde waktu awak sedih nanti. ><
HERE WE GO~ LOLOLOLOLOL 


JANGAN JADI CRY BABY MCM GMBR ATAS NI. LOLOLOL
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BAWAH NI HILARIOUS PICTURE OF MINE. LOLOLOLOL JENG JENG JENG




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OK THATS ENOUGH. NAH AMEK GAMBAR MOLEK SIKIT :3 NANTI RINDI TENGOK AH :P





IM GONNA MISS YOU





GERAMMMMMM. I NEED DRUG ><

I THINK IM CUTE :P


THIS ISH FOR YOU SAYANG <3




*menguap* Yr wolfie mengantuk........... Goodnight ><

xoxo Wolfie




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